Sorry, got nothing tonight. Too sick, too tired. Must sleep.

My immune system is crap. While I haven’t gotten the worst (knock on wood) colds and flu this season, I seems to be constantly fighting off some strain of it. Yet again I’m under the weather. Stuffed nose, cough, phlegm. And I’m pushing through this, because I’m an idiot like that. No, I’m not. But…

It’s random thought day. Today finally felt like Spring. When you step outside at the end of a work day and regret wearing your winter jacket. The sunshine makes a bigger impression than the prevailing winds. When you’re looking ahead as you walk, instead of down at your feet so you don’t step in sludge…

The stress test was, well, stressful. I like walking, but that treadmill. My heart’s pretty damned good, which means my anxiety is driven by the brain. Not that I wanted another pill or a procedure to help knock down the panic attacks. But this reaffirms that yup, it’s all in my head. In the past…

Today was good, but tonight… I can’t describe it other than to say, it feels like October. Tonight I need quiet and alone time.

When Mohammed can’t come to the mountain, the mountain will come to Mohammed. My father called Thursday, asking if I wanted to meet him today for lunch. This is not news. We do this on occasion; usually when he’s working. Like he was today. What’s surprising was the venue. If I wanted to see my…

Honestly, the bullshit is reaching a boiling point. Despite signing the contract, despite spending 5 days on the new job, the recruiting company apparently DOESN’T HAVE ME IN THE SYSTEM, AND THEY CAN’T FIND ANY RECORDS OF ME. Which means I still can’t record my hours. I’d get paid for Monday in the middle of…

I don’t know what it is about me and kitchen appliances this year. I’ve had the toaster, kettle, and now coffee pot break down since the beginning of 2014. It’s been a tough week. I’m waiting on cheques. Down to a few bucks in my pocket. I’m double-booking appointments, never seem to go in a…

So I went to put out the recycling earlier tonight, only to find the way blocked by the upstair’s friend who parked his big-ass truck jusssssssst deep enough in the driveway to make it impossible. Two hours later I checked again and they’d left, so I ran down to put the containers by the curb.…

What a prank today was. My brain nearly exploded early on reading over the instructions of how the office works. They’re a well-oiled machine, I’ll give ’em that. But damn, man, how the hell are you supposed to keep track of everything without losing a few memories to make room? And today the company that…