Tomorrow’s my birthday.

Hannah is sick. That’s not true. Being sick implies you could get better. Hannah is dying. Marlo and I took her to the vet yesterday. She hadn’t been eating, has lost a LOT of weight. This girl used to be chonky. She’d been throwing up. And now diarrhea. Hannah hides in the closet. Before, when…

DOJ: “Here are 2 retired judges, appointed under Bush and Reagan, with stellar reputations.”Trump: “No.”DOJ: “why?”Trump: ” The judge didn’t say I needed a reason.”DOJ: “Who do you recommend?”Trump: “I got a judge, and a lawyer who represented my 2016 campaign.”DOJ: “…”Trump: “…”DOJ: “We wouldn’t object to the judge. Now can we have our nominees?”Trump:…

This week can seriously fuck off, if it’s gonna mirror today: Woke up painfully late, which fortunately wasn’t too much of an issue because the client email in my inbox wasn’t urgent Paid a fortune for 2 medications (however much you think, triple it; seriously, I could’ve paid your mortgage this month) Waited 45 minutes…

(Continued from Catharsis, or…, because, why not?) Fuck, I am feeling it tonight. Weightless. After spilling the generics in Catharsis, I took a good, no filtered look back to that weekend. Replayed select moments behind my eyes. I think my brother Wayne was there, as chaperone. (We were a lot of under-18 high schoolers, they…

I swear to god this has a happy ending. About half an hour ago, Howard came to relive an old trauma. Why? ‘Cuz he’s a fucking dick, that’s why. He likes kicking me when I’m down. Not that I was down, per se. But it has been a rough couple of weeks with anxiety attacks.…

We are youngHeartache to heartacheWe standNo promisesNo demandsLove is a battlefield We are strongNo one can tell uswe’re wrongSearching our heartsfor so longBoth of usknowingLoveis abattlefield (thanks to Pat Benetar for putting that earworm in my head)

I’m approaching 56 in a couple of months, and I’m beginning to really feel it. Yesterday, while doing a little cleanup around the condo, bending elicited grunts and winces of pain from various joints. I had to beg off a hospital visit this weekend, because I’ve come to realize I have a little bit of…

I don’t understand. I get the fatigue. It’s been two years, after all. Of course you’re gonna get tired. But that shit’s still out there. And it’s constantly mutating. One strain may feel like a mild cold, with or without the vaccine. Another will knock you on your ass. People were hospitalized and dying because…