The Bloody Doors Off

Some people say he has a death wish
Trouble is he tends to agree
Let’s not ask too many questions
It’s nothing to do with you or me
He remembers a time when even going home was sweet
Now he can’t feel the ground under his feet

Shakespeares Sister, The Trouble With Andre

The trouble with wanting to switch anti-depressants when you suspect they’ve stopped working.

You have to wean yourself off of the current prescription before beginning another.

I’ve done that before. With Pristiq.

It was. Not good.

Everything became a conspiracy.

That’s something I’d like to not relive, k thx bai.

I may not have a choice.

Things aren’t getting better.

The only time I feel in control is when I’m working.

It forces me to hyper-focus on the task at hand.

Shuts everything else out.

I’ve been using television as a substitute between emails.

It helps. A little.

But those moments. In between.

Are cavernous.

That’s all for tonight.