The Bloody Doors Off

Not to jinx it. But today turned a corner for me.

A feeling that maybe, just maybe, the current spate of depression and anxiety is lifting. I still had a moment earlier, but it was recognized and countered with deep breaths and positive thinking.

Of course, my body decides to say ‘fuck you’, and I started feeling like utter shit physically, come nighttime. But I took a nap for an hour, and that seems to have helped. Hoping a good night’s sleep bolsters my immune system.

Now if I could just generate some billable hours. (December traditionally sucks for freelance work.)