The Bloody Doors Off

I haven’t vaped since Monday.

Doc Sugarman’s instructions.

No smoking for 4 days.

I don’t really miss it.

I mean I do.

Ah. That’s what it is.

I moved off of the nicotine over a year ago.

So no cravings.

And I just bought a new Mod.

Swirling blues. Reminds me of the TARDIS.

Still got 4 bottles of juice.

I use it as stress relief when working.

An afterthought.

Yet in this moment.

My hand instinctively reaches out for the Mod.

The feeling of brushed silver on my fingers.

It took me 3 attempts to quit smoking, and that.

Only happened because.

I was on a 72-hour hold.

Good to know my breakdown had a positive impact.

On my physical health.

The vaping helped.

Guess I’ve got something to think about.

Whether or not I still need it.