The Bloody Doors Off

Gods I’m tired.

Woke up at 6am.

Can’t fall back asleep.

Well I could.

If I didn’t have “All Star” by Smashmouth running through my head.

Somebody once told me
The world was gonna roll me
I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed

I’m definitely in ‘buyer beware’ mode of late.

I question everything, when it comes to money.

Which I suppose could be useful.

Making more thoughtful purchases.

But the more impulsive side of me, the problem I have when I’m manic, looms large.

I still haven’t decided whether or not to take Lithium.

Granted, I’ve been weening myself off the Abilify. So far, that’s been going fine. No adverse side effects. My mood hasn’t nosedived.

So naturally I wonder if it’s been having an effect on me at all.

Hmmm. I increased my Wellbutrin just before. That could be balancing things out.

I should consult with my pharmacist before starting Lithium, just to check for possible interactions with other medications.

Right. Time to veg on the couch and hope work comes in.

Oh. And haircut today. Huzzah.