Mels will be going back with her foster momma. It’s not a choice I make lightly; realizing that emotionally I’m still on somewhat shaky ground since October is a hard pill to swallow, and knowing that I can’t give her the attention she needs in this stage of her development saddens me. I can look at recent events and see her aggression towards the others building, and I don’t know how to counter-act it. And Mels deserves a chance to be happy.
Today I learned that work is going to get even more insane. My contract’s extended but 3 people were let go. Which means I’m going to cover more hours, my hours may shift, etc. Hannah and Izzy are used to my odd hours, Mels is fighting for attention and control and I can’t offer it.
This hurts like a mofo, and I may have had it coming all along.
The Bloody Doors Off 
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